I am proud of myself

Before I get to my story lets get today out of the way. Dreary gray day in NYC. Because I was so tired last night - I fell asleep on my movie - which I almost never do. Then this morning I couldn't get going making the morning a cab and coffee morning! Since I was good and didn't go get my usual Friday roast beef sandwich, rather I brought my egg salad - I think I am going to treat myself to some chocolate to get me through the afternoon.

So, now to my little story from last night. YIKES! I was on the train home last night when I realized I didn't have my cell/smart phone with me! Now, here is what I am proud about - I didn't panic - I didn't stress out or worry. I did search through my purse and lunch bag 5 or 6 times BEFORE I concluded my phone wasn't there. So, I calmly got off the train at the first station I knew I could switch to a train going back to work without too much trouble. I headed back to my building, up to my office and there it was hiding under some papers. Thank the GODDESS many times over. I contemplated leaving it at work, since I was sure that is where it was, but I couldn't. What if it wasn't there and such things went through my head, but I decide it was just better to go back and get it. It is my only phone at home and it has other important things on it like pictures and other notes and such. Thank GODDESS I looked in my bag BEFORE I got home - I wanted to enter something on it on my way home and so that is how I discovered it was missing. At least it was only slightly annoying to turn around mid trip and go back instead of getting all the way home only to discover it was missing.

I am so proud I didn't freak out, didn't stress much or worry to much. I was confident I knew where it was though I really thought I put it in my purse before heading out the door to come home. I really trusted that everything would be okay and the Goddess was looking after me. It feels good to have done that and now to revel in the accomplishment.