being tired

This morning I thought I wouldn't get lunch until very late today. So I thought "okay- go downstairs and get a cup of coffee and a muffin to hold you over." Now I am having an argument with myself whether or not I should still do this since I may be able to get lunch earlier - but as I write I think not given the meetings I have to go today - so end of argument - I am going to keep to my original plan. Well, at least I will go get a cup of coffee. The coffee will help with the tired feeling and to brighten what proves to be another rainy day. When I get tired I just don't want to try. It feels like I don't have the energy to make good choices - but rather to make comfortable or comforting choices. And for right now that is all I have the energy to say. Update - the coffee was good - the bran blueberry muffin was disappointing - dry and barely a blueberry in it. So much for winning the argument. I am tired and going home. I can't even think of going to get weight at Weight Watchers.